the next step

it's kind of hard to think of your next step when you're preoccupied with the memories of the past and the busy-ness of the present. duh, right? but, what can you do? i think the recurring message for me lately that i've been attempting to avoid is "move forward, move forward, move forward." how scary... and my excuse to it has been "but what if...? and what if...?" and then God slaps me and says "it doesn't matter." funny how we try to play God by imagining and dwelling on circumstances that we make up in our own minds, playing out situations and possibilities. but this doesn't matter. to realize that God is sovereign, and whatever is in His will, He will orchestrate perfectly if only we obey right now.

at my work, we're having an interviewing program with huge and rich law firms interviewing law students to take on board. which makes me think... where do i go now? i'm graduated, i'm going to be officially unemployed in two weeks. what do i do???

i want to run from everything and fly away!!! or to crawl up in a hole.

so in conclusion, i don't know what my next step is haha. if all else fails, this is what i will do:

1. contiki tour to europe - who wants to go with me?

2. go to korea and have fun while making bank

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